trying it again

be healthy
eat right
exercise
be a good mom and wife
love god

not too hard right?

defeated

i feel defeated. i can't stop eating. i am at my highest weight... i am crushed. i don't know what to do or how to stop. tears stream down my face as i type. i feel like i try and for what? i shove crap in my face and can't stop.

Ugh

Why? I ate terrible today. I started off great, but I noticed I was starving by lunch. I need to eat more breakfast. I at about 6 brownies. What is wrong with me. I am so devastated. I want to be healthy and feel good. I walked so that was good.

Just Starting Out

I named the blog Passionately Passionate because I want to write about things I am passionate about... God, family, home decor, diet and so much more. This blog will be a little of this and that. Before I get to that, I will start with this. I need to lose weight. I need to lose at least 50 pounds. I have needed to lose this weight for years, and I just can't seem to do it. Every day I say, "Tomorrow will be different." Well, today I am saying, "Tomorrow will be different for the last time." I am sick of this endless cycle. And so it begins... Tomorrow WILL be different.